Gosh,this post sounds so self-centered and it probably is but the Hell with it,it’s my birthday,the one day when I am supposed to be “special” (me and the other thousands or millions born in the same day but you get the point), my day .
Well,today ,around this time (7:25pm) , 22 years ago I was born in a hospital called Elias in a city called Bucharest in a country called Romania . All these places are insignificant and unimportant just like I am for most of the time but right now this is an important time in my history .
I was born at 7 months, so there, I am special, always trying to go against the norm ) , but I never needed any time in an incubator or anything like that.
Now here we are, 22 years later , in my last year of University but with no real plans for the future, I’ve so far done nothing useful with my life but I often manage to make myself sad.
Though I have all the reasons in the world to be grateful , and I am grateful , I have a nice home, a mother who takes care of me , enough money at the moment to not have to worry about the next day , I’ve seen lots of places and have little actual responsibilities at the moment, I don’t feel happy. Maybe I’m falling victim to that state when you have a much too comfortable existence and are used to getting what you want when you want it so you want more and more and you want stuff that are impossible. I honestly don’t think that is the case but maybe it can look like that from the outside although I’m no fucking millionaire or anything and I didn’t exactly live in a bubble all my life.
Today , I didn’t feel special or important or particularly happy . Today was not a great day . It wasn’t a bad day ,nothing bad happened,thank God ,and maybe I have nothing to complain about but I can’t help feeling how I feel . I didn’t feel like doing anything because I can’t do what I want to do most so there was no point (or maybe I’m acting like a brat again,see it as you wish)and I felt really …… well,alone and sad and guilty because maybe I shouldn’t feel that way.
So today I had an exam (you know,to top the joy) then came home,ate,blew some candles, got myself a beer and sat in front of the computer as always. Pretty lame ,right?
What I wish on my b-day and for my life? 3 things . I wish to be healthy and to be able to travel . The 3rd one is impossible so it doesn’t matter .
What I got? Some money and a new chair for my desk.

I debated hard on weather or not I should bother making this post because it’s not like Hugh will ever know or care about my wishes for him which kinda’ makes it useless but I figured this is all I can do to celebrate his b-day which is an important day for me and other fans and some of you might want to look at pretty pictures.

So,today the 11th of June 2009,on Hugh’s 50th b-day and 11 days before my 22nd b-day , I bring you a HUGE random picspam.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUGH and ,though you’ll never know, I wish you all the best !

Discl: they’re not mine,they belong to whoever made them

Hugh was spotted at LAX a couple of days ago(I hope he’s in the US to join fellow Band From TV members to an award ceremony on the 31st of May where they’ll be getting some award for their charity work) sporting a BIG beard. Now,this better be for House and it better not last,I want the scruff back. See,scruff = perfection , huge homeless beard = hobo look . Hey,the man still is sexy as Hell but that new ecosystem growing on his face,that hairy monster,the living organism or whatever you might call it is eating his face . I do love his outfit though and gosh he’s so tall and sexy !

I don’t understand why ,if it’s for House and I can’t imagine it not being for House(I’m almost 100% certain he wouldn’t let his beautiful beard grow so much for pleasure), they must use this cliche all the time in movies and tv series. I mean,almost every single time a man is going through a difficult time emotionally or physically,they show him grow a hobo beard the size of Europe. The last time that annoyed me was on Heroes when Nathan also had a giant hairy monster devouring his face. Seriously,I know House is in the nut house for a while but even if you can say he’s not allowed to handle sharp objects ,even if he’s supposed to be upset and depressed ,he’s still not suddenly in the stone age and this is a tv show,they changed canon to suit their Huddy needs,they do outrageous things that defy any logic and they can’t just keep his stubble nice and trimmed and sexy? Whatever,he better not have it at the Emmy’s and he better win this year (although I hope the show never gets nominated for anything again,DS and KJ must learn a lesson).

hugh at lax

Discl : pics not mine,got them from HERE

Hugh filmed some commercials for Schweppes last year and they were ,probably,successful since he did more earlier this year and now they are finally in circulation. I’ve always loved Schweppes and now I love it even more. I wish someone would release this without the dubbing too.

First clip is of Hugh + this random dude on an airplane.Second one is my favorite and it has Hugh being all charming with a woman and the 3rd one is with Hugh and some dude at a ba

Well,the last episode would have had an interesting idea but it was of course done in soap-opera style. As heartbreaking as House’s pure struggle with his mental health was ,nothing could erase the pathetic parts.

I was already immensely depressed………..now I’m even more. In fact I’m thinking of closing this blog or completely changing its format because the people at FOX and House,Hugh himself,don’t give a shit about the fans(not unless you’re a Huddy of course) and they should because we are the ones who ultimately make your show a fucking success.I’m so disappointed !

First of all,to all the Huddy fans who might be reading this : you should not be idiots and complain because what you got was EXCELLENT . In fact it was the only intelligent,proper,respectful Huddy plot of the season. You might cry and moan that House and Cuddy didn’t fuck in real life but you’re missing the point . 1) hallucination or not you now have visuals to squee over and 2) House hallucinating gave it MEANING ,GOOD MEANING. It wasn’t just a one night stand,Cuddy didn’t take advantage of him or made a fool of herself by saying she’s been a fucking fangirl for 20 years(or did she?hmmm) and all this actually showed that House wanted her in his time of suffering,he wanted her and no pain,no bad effects of the detoxing . I’m a huge House/Cam,I think the Huddy is shit but if this single plot happened to my ship I’d be more than satisfied . Go party,you all won,FOX ,KJ and DS love you,you’re the chosen ones !

Now,my ship was killed ,administered the final cruel blows to the ship that WAS there since the BGINNING and there are interviews to prove it,by having House show feelings for Cuddy(hell,he was fucking happy about their night,he almost declared undying love to her probably due to his mental problems that stopped him from keeping all of his defense mechanisms in place) and by having Cameron marry Chase .They could have at least given us some sex too,some development,more than one kiss in a meaningless scene that was quickly forgotten.Yes,have it fail in the end,they all fail in the end but give us something for crying out loud,don’t kill it and pretend it never existed,have some decency,some respect for these poor people in fandom who buy your products and who help the show become popular.

Oh,Cameron marrying Chase is even more stupid than the Huddy. Ok,I get they want to be together but MARRY? COME ON !!! You mean all those amazing writers couldn’t find one intelligent way to restore their screentime? Is this all the show is about ? Relationships? Romance? Fuck this shit,I want my procedural drama back,I want the phylosophical stuff back,I want more than who wants to bang who,I want real drama ! They fucking ruined both Chase and Cameron. Chase was pretty much ruined when he became the silly love sick puppy running after Cameron but Cameron was doing so well,she is the only one apart from Wilson,who interacts with House in a friendly/deep way,she gets him,he respects her and everything even if it’s all platonic,she’s snarky and sarcastic,she’s tougher,she grew but now they throw the sperm shit at us and have her marry Chase……..PATHETIC.

HOW THE FUCK CAN SHE MARRY CHASE AND HOW THE FUCK COULD HE WANT TO MARRY HER? THAT WAS THE WTF MOMENT OF THE SHOW !

I’m sorry for House and Hugh Laurie. If it weren’t for the soap-opera House’s drama over losing Amber,Kutner,his father,feeling increased pain and all the shit he’s been through,would have been amazing to watch and Hugh manages to show so much emotion through one single look,it’s heart-breaking to look at him in some scenes but the soap-opera ruins everything.

For me this show no longer exists ! This is where I abandon it . I’m doing that not only because they killed my ship for good this past 3 episodes but also because this show is not what it was. Unless you’re a blind Huddy who thinks this season was the best thing since chocolate , it’s obvious that they changed the formula. The worst part is that they tried to change it by also keeping it.Yes,it makes no sense and it’s why it failed. I don’t remember most patients of this season although this was a procedural show (were there actual POTW’s in the past 3 episodes?),I only remember Zelijko Ivanek’s character ,Mos Def’s character and Meat Loaf which is sad. Most of the season was a soap opera(and if it was Cameron instead of Cuddy I’d say the same thing,in fact,I have some Cameron bashing as well).They tried to show that House has feelings for Cuddy and has been having  them since season 1(which he didn’t,which they didn’t)so they used the only thing that was always present between them and had some sexual connection to it : the sexual harassment. Of course,they couldn’t have House suddenly change the way he treated her so they just came up with the notion that this is how House acts around women he likes (yeah,right,I must have missed it with Stacy,Cameron ,that woman from the Pole).The Huddy was not only illogical and appeared out of the blue but it was badly written and the writers didn’t manage to convey their view of their relationship in the proper way(except for the Huddies who are desperate and fall on their asses whenever he mocks her and whenever she succumbs to him and lets him wipe the floor with her).

Fox made a promo for the next episode of House and it’s all Huddy,dedicated to the Huddy fans(yes,it’s actually dedicated) and the fucking sex coming up .

TO FOX AND HOUSE PRODUCERS : THE HUDDY FANS ARE A MINORITY IN THE FANDOM,YOU ARE INSULTING US GENERAL FANS OR THOSE WHO SHIP OTHER PAIRINGS. YOU CHOSE TO GIVE HUDDY EVERYTHING AND KILLED HOUSE/CAMERON WITHOUT DEVELOPING IT FIRST ! WERE WE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO GIVE US SOME SEX,SOME ACTUAL STUFF TOO?

WHY IS EVERYTHING ABOUT THE HUDDY NOW? WHERE IS THE PROCEDURAL SHOW I LOVE? WHY IS THIS A SOAP OPERA? WHY? IS IT BECAUSE KATIE JACOBS AND LISA EDELSTEIN ARE IN THEIR OWN LITTLE POWER CLUB? IT IS NOT FAIR AND YOU WILL LOSE VIEWERS AND REGRET IT. LOOK AT CSI,IT STILL HAS HUGE RATINGS AFTER SO MANY SEASONS AND IT KEPT BEING A PROCEDURAL SHOW SO DON’T BLAME IT ON PEOPLE GETTING BORED WITH IT.

TO ALL PEOPLE WHO REALIZE THAT THIS IS NOT THE HOUSE MD WE KNOW AND LOVE,HERE’S A VIDEO I FOUND ADDRESSING THE LATEST SLAP ON THE FACE WE RECEIVED . LETS MAKE SOME NOISE AND MAKE THEM LOSE SOME MONEY.

SPREAD THE WORD PEOPLE !!!

PS – Hugh,I’m disappointed in you !

It’s been a while since my last confesion post ………..again ! In case someone is actually following this little blog that could(well,I don’t know if that’s right but still…) ,I appologize for not updating. Well,I’m still the hugests (yes,I said hugest,I know it’s not entirely correct,shut up !)Hugh fan out there (ok,I know a couple more persons who are entitled to that title and they’re welcomed to stand on the pedestal with me) but lately,due to life and House,I’ve been depressed,really depressed  and just couldn’t bring myself to post.

In case you’re wondering,life sucks (you wouldn’t think it sucks looking at it from the outside but I find it sucky) . I am yet to finish(or even coughstartcough) my diploma paper and I have one month left ,only one fucking month left. I hate this university,I hate IT . Of course,I couldn’t go study something I liked so now I am in this diploma paper shit because I just 1.can’t bring myself to start it (that’s how bad I hate it) and 2.I suck at economy,SUCK ! So,I’m not doing anything productive but I am stressing and freaking out over it like only I know,it’s an art. In the past 2-3 months I’ve had one panic attack and several anxiety attacks which has never ever happened to me.Yes,I’m a tad(maybe more than a tad) depressive but attacks of any kind……I never had . On top of that,for about a month,I can’t sleep properly and am looking forward to absolutely nothing so I have no pick me up.

In all of this even my favorite tv show and the only ship I ever,ever supported DIES A HORRIBLE DEATH,A SLOW HORRIBLE DEATH . This latest episode was the cherry on top.What was advertised as possible House/Cam inclined(you kn0w,to give us something before the dreaded Huddy sex,make us realize it’s not DEAD)was in fact just a whole bunch of crap where Cuddy reached new heights of pathetic (if she was your Dean of Medicine ,dressed and acted the way she does,asked her employees if “x” is in love with doctor “x” because she’s afraid of competition,would you respect or trust her? ) and the writers probably tried to shove it in our faces that House/Cam is no longer a ship ,just a friendship (we wouldn’t want something threatening the Huddy). And now David Shore and Katie Jacobs feel like reassuring the Huddies saying that “there’s a light at the end of the tunnel for them” and they “don’t want to disappoint the fans” ! Oh for the love of God,are they the only fans you care about? That’s just so low ! How about the others? Don’t we deserve a night of passion?Some development after 3 fucking seasons? But ok,you go on with your fucking soap-opera shit ! At least when the House/Cam was canon it didn’t have to take over each and every episode and be shoved in our faces ,it was natural and House MD was the good procedural,funny,philosophical show we all loved.

NEWSFLASH : almost all neutral old viewers,Hilsons,House/Camerons,pretty much everyone who isn’t a Huddy or very new viewer, HATES THIS SHIT! I’m sorry for Hugh but I wish this show ended and it’s his fault also if he likes this or just doesn’t react. Maybe he likes fondling LE and her jumping him at every ocassion .

HEROES : Heroes season 3 was better than season 2 and the last couple of episodes were better than everything since season 1. I think you can notice a change,probably due to Fuller coming back.It got more interesting , a little more on the drama side and the character driven stories than the “OMG powers” side and I love it !I love Angela,I kinda’ like Danko(how can you not like Ivanek?) ,HRG and Angela working together is love , Peter is slowly starting to stop whining so much,he was getting a bit too emo ,Nathan is the guy you love to hate to love and poor baby is really so confused about everything but his creepy interactions with Peter,Momo is pretty and angsty again(well,he never stopped being angsty),Matt is…….Matt and I love him for that,Sylar will forever be exciting. I’m glad we got to see Micah again and I hope we’ll see more of him next season 2 ! One complaint : GOD CLAIRE(Hayden),PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT AWFUL HAIR(wig),YOU LOOK DUMB .

LOST : I’m loving Lost this season and I’m happy this season managed to stay good and interesting because I was quite worried this show was slowly becoming boring back in season 3.I love the time travel thing ,I love the whole “we’re living happily in Dharma land” ,it feels like we’re finally moving forward. Ben is amazing as always although I could not take him seriously in the Ben-centric episode when he had that wig…..OMG it was from the same store as Claire’s or something. I’m no shipper of anyone but I kinda’ like Sawyer with Juliet because I love Juliet and it just looks right. We need to see more Desmond ,he’s awesome and more Locke,as much Locke as possible. I just wish they’d kill Jack because he’s just so annoying and whiny and annoying. At least he no longer has that awful caveman beard while crying his eyes out and taking stupid pills !

30 ROCK : I love you Tina Fey,yes,yes I DO ! The new episodes after Christmas were wonderful(I think all minus maybe 1) and I loved Jon Hamm .I don’t watch Mad Men but that guy is just so pretty and there’s something genuinely nice about him. I love how this show seems to have its own type of humor in a way. I mean,not everyone finds it funny but if you do you think it’s absolutely hilarious ,stupid and smart all at the same time. I was a little annoyed at the extreme product placement in a few episodes but it’s alright . I wish Tina Fey and Hugh Laurie did something together !

Supernatural : I love it,this season is great ! I think this is pretty much the only show that managed to have a stronger 4th seasons than its first and second ones. I think a big reasons for why I think the show is better now is the humor.I mean,in the first couple of seasons it was a little too melodramatic with almost no comic relief which was a shame especially since Dean/Jensen Ackles is perfect at comedy,smart,witty ,snarky stuff. I’m also loving Castiel,he’s a great adition . I’m a little sad the original actress playing Ruby is not around anymore and I wish Bella was still around,I liked her.

MONSTER VS ALIENS : I saw the movie last week and I loved it . It’s not the BEST animated comedy ever but it’s very nicely done,interesting,funny ,well acted . I especially liked the references to different stuff like Independence Day,An Inconvenient Truth,etc. Hugh as that cockroach was awesome,he’s great at comedy and his voice is so beautiful .It’s definitely worth your time so go see it (of course,I might be biased since I love Hugh and animated comedies in general)

If you got this far here’s the Parade Magazine photoshot pics that you all probably know. I wanted to post them earlier but kept hoping they’d appear in a  bigger resolution (sadly,nothing so far)

OMG it’s Cameron !!! OMG it’s actually her ! OMG I think I’m hallucinating because this can’t be real,TPTB hate Cameron and House/Cam so it must be I’m imagining stuff.Of course this might just be another episode that’s going to make us believe she’s finally getting more screentime only to have 2 episodes with no Cameron in them. Or it could be that she only appears in 3 small scenes and they just took pics of that . Probably they’re going to give us some Cameron to keep the non-Huddy viewers from leaving since the Huddy sex is coming(maybe that’s why she’s in the episode,because the Huddy happens in episode 20 or 22 or maybe even that one).

Fuck it,I no longer have any faith in these people,they screwed up big time and it ain’t getting better,not with the power-play and the playing favorites that goes on.

Look at the pure chemistry between House and Cameron…it’s so painful to watch it knowing that TPTB DECIDED TO BE UNFAIR AND NOT EVEN GIVE H/CAM A GOOD LITTLE ARC,SOME LOVIN’ LIKE OTHER PEOPLE ON OTHER SHOWS DO !

Ah,whatever,it’s Cameron in an episode,thank God.

Just as the title suggests,Hugh was present at the LA premiere of Monsters vs Aliens where his voice brings the quite adorable character Dr.Cockroach to life. Since everyone loves pictures here’s a bunch of pics I could find in acceptable size . Some ,the first,are big  and some are MQ. If I find more or find the MQ ones in HQ I’ll update.

Enjoy !

Disclaimer : these pics are not mine,I sadly don’t own them,they belong to their rightful owners,I just found them on various public sites.

It’s been a month since my last confession post and I decided to finally write something new. I wasn’t away or busy or anything but with House sucking and my depression controlling my emotional state (even my online emotional state) I didn’t feel like posting anything. Nothing has really changed now that I’m making a post but I want to keep this little blog updated , alive and kicking .

First of all : I can’t wait to see this animated movie called Monsters vs Aliens where Hugh lends his voice to Dr.Cockroach,a cute ,big eyed cockroach genius . Other actors involved in this project are Reese Witherspoon ,Seth Rogen,Rainn Wilson,Kiefer Sutherland,Paul Rudd,Stephen Colbert,etc .Here’s a scan from Tv Guide(found on hughbunnies at lj) just because Hugh’s so cute

HOUSE POLE VOLTED THE FUCKING SHARK and ,possibly also thanks to the new hour and the start of Dancing With the Stars,the ratings are at their lowest low since the first season with just a little over 12 million viwers tuning in to watch the last 2 episodes . But hey,as long as the Huddies are happy (and by huddies I also mean KJ and LE) who the Hell gives a fuck! The show has no more exciting puzzle solving,no more engaging emotional turmoil (unless you think House pinning for Cuddy and writing fucking serenades – because House MD is the General Hospital of prime-time)no nothing. Gone are the days when something besides romantic shit mattered and Wilson wouldn’t be a fucking Huddy fanboy just like everyone else,gone are the days when we had a good balance between the characters ,their importance and screentime,gone are the days when we actually gave a damn about House’s fellows ,gone are the days when Cameron used to be an important character who appeared in all episodes (this week they aired the 3rd,fucking 3rd episode in a row with no Cameron).Gone are the days when there was a logic,where the show was logical and “real”. No,now House suddenly discovered he loves Cuddy (who he never even spent time with outside the hospital and he was even shown spending time with Chase),his feelings for Cameron long FORGOTTEN (WAY TO GO WRITERS,WAY TO GO,VERY LOGICAL!),his feelings for Stacy long forgotten,everything that made this show long forgotten.Oh well,at least now LE can gush over kissing and filming sex scenes with Hugh so all is right in the world.